always and never been
i.m. John James
John, in the epistolary moment
of the perpetually unsent,
I headache today
slipping between the always and never been
as an unusual was
– my dripping, viral self
high on Reckoning with the Dead,
on an outsized Rutland bed –
ways us towards evening,
day’s climbdown,
an act of brinkmanship.
So, let’s roll with it
out to shape, seascaped
on the outer-rim of circles and cycles
unfit for Dante –
what city isn’t unreal
in the consequences it bites
into residents’ dreaming flesh,
official and unofficial issue.
I own so little thought
and shan’t resort to pilfering Hölderlin
when, tilted out of sorts,
I play the ear’s organ
flapping at the side of my head
like a sail.
Simon Perril’s poetry publications include The Slip (Shearsman 2020), In the Final Year of My 40s (Shearsman 2018), Beneath(Shearsman 2015), and Archilochus on the Moon (Shearsman 2013). He appears in magazines such as PN Review, Long Poem Magazine, Jacket, Tears in the Fence, Fortnightly Review, and Blackbox Manifold. As a critic I has written widely on contemporary poetry, editing the books The Salt Companion to John James, and Tending the Vortex: The Works of Brian Catling, and contributing many articles and book chapters on poets such as Sean Bonney, Andrea Brady, Tom Raworth, Geraldine Monk, Peter Riley, J.H. Prynne and John Tranter.
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