Oh What A Glorious Feeling
there was milk in the rain
created twilight
falling over happiness
she learned to dance her way through it
is that what we do en stages
stopping here and there
to study a line of idiocy
perpetuated by plight
a part two:
he was as a small boy
walking oft times
alone in landscapes
painted by Kurt Schwitters
a grotto full of relics
and a toy tossed boat
see you what there?
imagination apparelled
blood seeping from small frogs
and plastic ducks
the forest turned to charcoal
watching a dance sequence come to wet fruition
Evolution
imagine being and not knowing of slime mold
it was difficult to distinguish in monochrome
at times you hope it will never happen again
***
dramatic music raises the threat level
there is mass bobbing on the sea
let flee torpedoes like a Toulouse sausage
a beehive in Blow Up
***
how to get through this
(fog) (time) (idiocy)
Gericault’s raft of tasty limbs?
austere judgement
keeping us entertained
if there is time to be so
and wholly forgotten
which is no time at all
Thus Sing A Song
looking at the grass in high summer
alone in the middle of a field
there’s a certain celestial mechanics at work
a fine star-mesh over all
a deterministic chaos
sweeps through business parks
a coloured tattoo of signage
high rollers buying up vacant properties
islands by the boat load
the rooms are without decoration
dogs one after another
swimming in the sea
made of red mud and rubble
plant life coming into its own out of the ruin
bean, wheatgerm and flower
Coding
linked to pioneers
he told the story
the singing of a bird
in the meadow
at five he’d go to the well
realising that the
consciousness
of animals
is perhaps more
dreamlike than ours
water and air
holding a silver fox
to breathe slowly
and patiently,
the protein switch
coding our genes
Italy after Mussolini
ice cream
and then coffee
ships off the coast
we are looking
and I wrap you
the band playing
in the piazza
an alien fallen to earth
swimming in the pool
clinging and wanting
handing me your hand
to buy a paper and
some hubba bubba
The Growth of Memory
tender displays
in a worn book
seals mate
or off the coast
yellow and bright orange
towards the waves
we are wrapped
against the weather
crawling
down a screed slope
your first steps
like a toy duck
to the ring road
and back again
descending
you respond with
happiness
Tiree
the hares stop and look, undisturbed
there are no fences
so the cattle can read the sea
the first eagle dips, dips again
the only store is filled with junk
you can buy knickers there
his eyes following you
waiting for the plane to land
they have gone now
left you sweating seeing
the clouds above hang below the buildings
and wander the coast
the duck wears shoes of tar
a little robin from the charnel house
and those wearing cone hats circle the moon
what a trek
I thought him honest but not open
exploring himself in his work,
in conversation he was guarded
he’d disappear for days
trying to punish those who loved him, gave him hot milk
who took away his dog
I don’t think, I said to his wife,
I’d ever met a kinder person
he worked at it, held out two sparrow eggs
Time
it lasts about as long
all the effort
as lilies in a vase
set in a window
I fetched him a coffee
and something to ease the pain
the child distracted
kicking his shoe
but without him
I would never be with you,
my friend asked me
if I ever wanted to return
I enjoyed the park
on the look out
for expensive clothes
and well-bred dogs
learning Latin in the evening
Rescue
the whistle of the wind
as sharp sand
through the trees
the fallen blossom
splitting the river
counting the days’ numbers
in percentages and footfall
the winter wood stacked
meeting the melting sky
Ah, coming in for
the news, he says
I’ve seen this one before
extras from Exodus
or Lifeboat
the sea’s inflatable hope
Bunter Goes Way Back
a crème anglaise sky hung in the boardroom
William of Orangeade one in a line of twats
the trees go far back towards the conker rule, escorted by slaves
his horse Noddy wearing a bright shabracque
I felt a ripe lemon in Orange County*
I have visited Lemon City**
he poured it over a sweet pudding of oranges
his porcupines lined up in the bedroom
I waver between understanding and anger
shaking the dust into the crowded ether
the poet’s husband waiting in the wings
from a high window they throw scraps as they have ever done
they feel the pressure mount but they know it will pass
Bunty sucking a lolly ready for a perm
humming my sticking-pin curse into their parliamentary hobbies
*Calif.
**Calif.
Banking on You
I saw her
the other day
I wondered
at what she felt
and the girls
a life he gave up
a necessity as to
who he thought
he was, could be
the extremes of
which seemed never
to leave him
the girls running
through a wheat field
the dog, happy
the snipe placed in a box
and buried
turning his back
on the estuary
outside an ATM
The Tree fosters a line of Mushrooms
when we are gone said a little bird who will fly
marry with the dropped ash, spores
we are careful as though stopped and afeared
peeping from an eyehole from a closing membrane
the sun O the sun’s piping of golden sand
and the girl, my niña, with her hoop running
I am shrunk into what I think, the little bird
a meadow pipit one to another again and again
breaks a little free from one curtain to another, anxious
there is no answer turning the soil over and over
take these moments in, a blackbird and then a robin
Waves
frost gathers
at the base of the mountain
the toes tingle
the wool is coated
dragged off the sheep
and mixed with polyester
the kettle hisses
‘cuppa’ standing by the door
she listens for the howl
waste upon waste
of ululation, damaged birds
move south in large numbers
pendent over cavity
they begin home building
far off Fuji glitters
on framed wall hangings
the window reflects
a concluding sky
discernible you are
a small dot on a large wave
studying a tide table
Ralph Hawkins latest work is leaf o little leaf from Oystercatcher Press 2019. Recent work can be found in Snow, The Fortnightly Review and Litter.
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